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1.
Militant, marching on Give up sleep, no break ‘til dawn Cavalier ‘til coffee time Indifferent ears on a friend of mine Fall asleep to the FM waves Fluorescent lights and a razor blade These opened eyes have become a cage So set me free I am cursing daylight taken away from me, oh I am cursing daylight could you please let me be Oh, let me be And let me sleep
2.
Tepid Trepidation When clouds scale the sky And horizons fade to grey The faint spectrum at the edge of the world Red lit spires of our humanity Reaching out across the land and sea All these hopes and prayers for a sign Now I fear that I have wasted mine Tepid Trepidation Passive Participation Where there’s a will There is a way Keep your eyes to the ground And feel insignificant They say don't look down but they've got it all wrong Thought I was a skeptic Now I’m questioning it all Will I be corrected? Or just follow protocol Do you believe? In your own design? Tepid Trepidation Passive Participation Contentious Calculation Neglected Negotiation Do you believe? In a responsibility? Where there’s a will There is a way Do you believe? Where there’s a will There is a way Cast a friend down into the abyss Give a rival a forsaken kiss
3.
Take It Back 04:12
You can take it back I don’t want it anymore You can take it back Making choices can be hard Forcing complications of the heart We can’t find Common light I should go You can take it back I don’t want it anymore You can take it back I gave up on dreams and ghosts End the conversation now it’s gotten old We can’t find Common light I should go You can take it back I don’t want it anymore You can take it back You can take it back I don’t want it anymore You can take it back Take it back Take it back
4.
Wreck 03:34
I can’t provide A definition Of what it’s like To have no ambition So tear me down Like a demolition Break me down for scraps I’m just a wreck I’m just a wreck I cannot focus So I’m cashing out I didn’t plan on failure Or a sick self-doubt These tangled wires Just won’t let go Now they’re catching fire Which means… I’m just a wreck I’m just a wreck These broken lines are a lost connection There’re warning signs but the alarm’s not ringing This monument is falling apart Time’s running out I’m just a wreck I’m just a wreck
5.
Clench 03:34
There’s a tension here that’s building I can feel it in my bones A rage that seems unfitting Yeah, my jaw is wired closed Don’t ever let it out Just bury it inside It’s scratching at the surface It doesn’t want to hide Test me, try me Go on, push a little more Angry, hungry I can feel my teeth get sore From clenching down You’re the only reason why So test me, try me, push me ‘Til I lose my mind I can feel my patience thinning I’m about to lose control I'll keep it all together But who knows if it'll hold Test me, try me Go on, push a little more Angry, hungry I can feel my teeth get sore From clenching down You’re the only reason why So test me, try me, push me down ‘Til I lose my fucking mind Yeah Test me, try me Go on, push a little more Angry, hungry I can feel my teeth get sore From clenching down you’re the only reason why So test me, try me, push me down ‘Til I lose my fucking mind
6.
Glass Cliff 01:52
I climbed a mountain Did it on my own No thanks to you, boss You set me up to fail I didn’t fall I didn’t fall I didn’t fall I was fucking pushed We’ve got the strength in numbers We’ve got the strength in numbers We’re coming for you I climbed a mountain Did it on my own No thanks to you, fuck You set me up to fail We’ve got our strength in We’ve got our strength in We’ve got our strength in numbers We’ve got the strength in numbers Now we’re coming, now we’re coming for you We’ve got the strength in numbers We’re coming for you We’re coming for you We’re coming for you We’re coming for YOU
7.
I'm In Love 03:37
I’m in love with a girl And I don’t know how it feels to be without her She’ll ask “why do you love me like I do?” And I’ll reply that “it’s in everything you do” That’s why I want to tell you that it’s true That I’m in love I believe in a world Where people don’t repeat the only things they’ve heard She’ll ask “why do you love me like I do?” And I’ll reply that “it’s in everything you do” That’s why I want to tell you that it’s true That I’m in love with you Instrumental break “Why do you love me like I do?” “Why?” “’Cause it’s in everything you do” I want to tell you that it’s true I’m in love
8.
Echoes 02:10
I’m in love with a girl And I don’t know how it feels to be without her She’ll ask “why do you love me like I do?” And I’ll reply that “it’s in everything you do” I’m just a wreck This vessel’s run aground We’re miles from the shore (I’m just a wreck) My heartbeat used to pound (I’m just a wreck) I can’t feel it anymore (there’s been an accident)
9.
We wake with the sunrise, get a start on the day We kiss three times and I send you on your way Reliving the moments that we get to share I’m satisfied and blissfully unaware There’s been an accident I collapse to the pavement where my knees start to hurt My trembling hands, white knuckles cased in dirt I believe I’m a victim even though there’s no crime I just want my family - can we travel back through time? Stare into my eyes Know that I’m afraid How can I go on knowing life won’t be the same? There’s been an accident I don’t know all the details yet Please talk to me, some questions need answers I can’t explain Oh, there’s been an accident But it’s too late I found a reflection outside of a frame I don’t need a mirror to remind me who remains I have to surrender from screaming my prayers My lungs are filling with the heaviest of air Stare into my eyes Know that I’m afraid How can I go on knowing life won’t be the same? There’s been an accident I don’t know all the details yet Please talk to me, some questions need answers I can’t explain Oh, there’s been an accident But it’s too late
10.
Float on down Down, down, down Float on down Down, down, down
11.
Holes 04:38
I built an empire Made of sticks and bones I found along the way But now I’m so tired All that’s left of my blood and sweat are just spiraling down the drain Destroy what you know See what you can build up to break again Should I reap what I’ve sown The hunger inside won’t let me decide so I’ll just leave it up to fate I’m feeling old Like I gave up a dream The future is far too late I’m left with holes Where life used to be This is not who I am Ambitions seem to settle Like an old paint they crack and peel away Revealing wood and metal Left to rot and rust for another day I’m feeling old Like I gave up a dream The future is far too late I’m left with holes Where life used to be This is not who I am This vessel’s run aground We’re miles from the shore My heartbeat used to pound I can’t feel it anymore This vessel’s run aground We’re miles from the shore My heartbeat used to pound I can’t feel it anymore
12.
I Need 03:57
Leave me alone I’ll be just fine In a home that’s unsettling Avoiding the phone Trying to stay dry Hardly responding Packing a chest Wrap it in string A gift no one’s wanting Keep all our things like we agreed yeah you can have everything I need these hands I need these eyes My skin is worn It’s cracked and dry I need these ears And I need these lips Not just for work But a life worth living Take what you want I don’t need anything Tear me apart Take what you need I don’t want anything Just spare me I need these hands I need these eyes My skin is worn It’s cracked and dry I need these ears And I need these lips Not just for work But a life worth living Take what you want I don’t need anything Tear me apart I don’t feel anything Give up the ghost I don’t feel like trying They’re all I need Leave them with me

credits

released February 21, 2020

Jean-Paul De Roover: Vocals (all), Electric Guitars (all), Bass (all), Acoustic Guitars (1, 7, 8, 10-12), Aux Percussion (8-12), Drum Programming (1-5, 9, 12), Orchestral Arrangements & Programming (1, 4, 11, 12), Samples (1-3, 11), Seaboard (1, 2, 7, 8), Synths (8-12), Organ (4, 11, 12), Piano (11), and Harp (12).

Dennis Dumphy: Drums (all), Percussion (1, 2, 8-10).
Adam Iredale-Gray: Violin (1, 4, 12).
Travis Fishbein: Aux Percussion (10), Additional Programming (10).
Nancy Freeborn: Guest vocals (4, 10).
Marty Midgard: Electric Guitar Solo (3).

Group Vocals (4): Arlana Atkinson, Morgan Blanchette, Murray Cormack, Mieke De Roover, Ari De Roover Lepere, Colleen Dolce, John Dolce, Jason Flint, Marilyn Grudniski, Michael Gustafson, Suzanne Gustafson, Ulli Hahndorf, Emma Halpin, Rianna Hampton, Connor Hanson, LIsa Kushnier, Colin Kutchyera, Nicole Kutchyera, Shannon Lepere, Laura Lepine, Joe Manduca, Roslynn Manduca, Brad Maxwell, Devin Metz, Makayla Metz, Richard Pepper, Olaf Peters, Jackie Puukila, Diana Rucchin, Silvana Rucchin, Teighlor Santerre, Zack Santerre, Craig Charles Smyth, Tiina Flank Smyth, Ange Speers, Tim Walters, Jennifer White, Nick Woodcock.

Produced by Jean-Paul De Roover

Recorded and Mixed by Jean-Paul De Roover at Blueprints in Thunder Bay, ON, Canada.
Violins (1, 4, 12) recorded by Adam Iredale-Gray at Fiddlehead Studios in Toronto, ON, Canada.
Additional vocals (10) recorded by Chris Dorota at Dining Room Studios in Thunder Bay, ON, Canada.
Additional aux percussion and programming (10) recorded by Travis Fishbein at One Bedroom Studios in Vancouver, BC, Canada.
Guitar solo (3) recorded by Marty Midgard in Kenora, ON, Canada.
Group Vocals (4) recorded live by Jean-Paul De Roover at Cambrian Players Theatre in Thunder Bay, ON, Canada.

Mastered by Jon Törnblom at Transparent Mastering in Hamilton, ON, Canada.

Photography by Mike Pianka.
Layout and Design by Scott Mackay.

Funded in part by the Ontario Arts Council.

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